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2011-05-23T01:27:00.000+08:00

Today, I can't sleep. Im thinking about my weight, figure and all. I seriously need to lose weight. I dam sad when I look at someone who is skinny. I know I can lose weight. I'm just lazy. I seriously need motivation but none give me that. "gemok sia kau! Pergi lose weight lah!"I got this ALOT from others. Oh come on! I just need motivation for me to at least look skinner. Omg! Someone please. I need nice clothing too. Kalau wear tighttight da macam walking papaya sei. All those fats tersela. Not funny!

Sad, me.

2011-05-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

can you all do this to me ?! no right ? :( This was infront of my school. My classmate's boyfriend, did this for her. How sweet ! I also want something like this. :(

2011-05-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

My heart want to be together with you. But my body dont want. I don't want you to take advantage of it. I start to feel disgusted when i think about pleasure. I really scared,now. I swear ! :( P.L.E.A.S.U.R.E that's bothering me. Stoping this 23rd. Omg. now, i'm scared again ! DAAAAAAAM ! you have no idea, how scared i am. I want you but not pleasure ! Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck ! I dont want to meet you because of it also. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2011-05-04T18:27:00.000+08:00

Yeah. Everyone moved on. Umairah have Claire ? Nurin will be a happy kid, back. Ameera will be with Fidz. And yeah. Finally, everyone give up on me. I shall move on too. But i dont know if i should be together with Anjang or not. Or should i just stay this way ? Well, i'm praying for an answer. This is so heartcracking. Well, I must love myself first, before someone love me. BE STRONG ADILLAH !! YEAAAH.

I LOVE YOU, ADILLAH SUHUDI ! :(

2011-05-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

How am i suppose to feel ? I seriously don't know why i'm like this. Can you just fucking give me a break ? Give me time away. Because i also not sure, what i want. I'm confuse you see. Now, you're making A irritated too. How great. She's not in a good mood. And you're just making it worse. I seriously can't give you any explanation yet cause i'm so fucked up now. Let me be happy today. You can die now.

For those who keep asking me WHY and don't know what to say back but to laugh, well, Thanks alot. Next time, don't ask. K bye.

YOU CAN FUCKING CRY INFRONT OF EVERYONE AND TELL THEM HOW SAD YOU ARE. BUT YOU CAN'T ASK EVERYONE TO FORCE ME TO COME BACK TO YOU. GET THAT ?! I DON'T FUCKING WANT ANY RELATIONSHIP FOR NOW ! YOU UNDERSTAND OR NOT SIOL ? WHEN I SAY NO, MEANS NO BITCH.

2011-04-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

Wtf, am i doing here ? LOL ! Okay lah, ever since i came back from Shah Alam i like different sei. Really. Like i'm not myself. Like, i get angry easily. Scold people anyhow. Being sad for no reason. Thinks that no one actually care about me. Well, there's actually few people who cares ALOT about me. Daaaaaam girl, you seriously need to stop. The whole day i at home. Rotting. Check FB no notifications, check twitter, no mentions. This is so fucked up! I really really want Mell to reply to my FB inbox. But she's too busy. What A told me was right, i need to give in. She have a family alrd, she will try to give her best attention to me if she can. I must limit myself. Sorry. I will. Maybe now, i got no one to occupy my mind. Thats why. I really dont want us to be apart. Us, me kris yuria and also Mell.I just dont want to feel left out. I love my friends please. I dont want to misused them, Umairah, Nurin and A.

School ?!
Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaam ! Don't remind me of school. It sucks much. Got alot of test coming up ! TEST. Fucked up ! I dont understand anything.

Relationship ?!
Well, Rafael sorry. I really dont want anything from you. For now. I'm happy this way. Talking to myself before sleep. Go out with anyone. Texting stupid stuff to whoever. Oh well, but sometimes i got to admit that i feel lonely. Like NOW !

Friendship ?!
What friendship ? With who ? With Ikan and Aisha, somehow okay cool. I understand them but they dont understand me. They thought i love "Anjang" but actually i don't. Ameera and hafni, now, i'm close with ameera but not with hafni. Umairah ? Saaaaaaap, next topic. HEHE ! Syafiq Nadz ? he's my new friend. He's attached. He's good.

Myself ?!
I still love myself eventhough shits happen. I want myself to be strong facing all this things. I love myself, i'm not going to let myself down. I going to hold my pride upright. YYEEESSS I CCCAAAAN DDOOOO THhHIIIISSSsS!

LESS EXPECTING THINGS !

Umairah ?!
She's cool. She everytime care about me. She and Nurin. She want to know why i'm sad. But she dont want to trust what's the reason that make me sad. Sometimes, i just wish that she can help me and give a wonderful advice instead of, "eeeeeeeeeeh, takmo tipu eh ?" Ohhhhhh well.

OKAY BYE !

2010-11-15T00:59:00.000+08:00

Everyone move on to tumblr already but me ? Still with my dead blog. HEHEHE ! No life ah. I miss Mell Hms already. The moment i say goodbye and hug her i start to miss her already. Sweet. Seriously serious, she dam pretty. When i grow up, i want to be as pretty as her. Look at me now, so fat unlike her. "THAT'S WHY! " with her face expression. HAHAHA ! Okay, i dont want to be too demanding on my birthday. I just want to meet everyone on that day cause i really miss everyone. Okay, not important. I'm going Cameron if there's no plan on that day. Like seriously serious. I'm watching Chelsea VS Sunland. Few more days to graduation night. Awesome or what ? But i'm not complete yet. I don't know where should i go after that. Everyone so kentalan. HEHEHE. One more week to NCC EOY camp. Wohooo. That Duffel will accomapny me tonight. Since Goddamit will be having fun tonight. I miss you,goddamit. OOOOOOOOOOH, gooooooddamit.

2010-11-05T01:30:00.000+08:00

I just need time alone from everyone. I don't know what i've been doing all this while. I told myself to spend much time with you after my N level, but i didn't. Yar, maybe to you i find it, "it's okay" when you cried almost everyday because of me. Seriously, whatever you've done for me, really is a big thing for me to repay you back. i got no money to help you. You got no time to come here and meet me. I got no cool stuff to exchange with you. All i can do is to let tears rolling down my cheeks this few days. Still, you don't know how much i miss you as one of my important person ? I still want you to know, there's no one else ever treat me like how you've treated me. Now, all my text messages are all bullshit. Full of craps. Guess what, i won't send you any long text though. Do you even want to open up with me, what's inside your head ? Who i am, in your life that you're so afraid to share with ? Who? I also got countless tears when i'm missing someone badly,esp you. I miss you so much. But i guess, that morning texts were just bullshit to you. I'm sorry. I will leave you alone. I don't know what to say already,seriously serious. Ya allah, sesungguhnyer murah kan lah rezeki orangorang ni semue. They have done alot for me, please brighten their days the moment they woke up everyday. Clear all those tears that have been rolling down their cheeks. Make them someone stronger the next day. Give them a peacful mind each time they look at the sun. Amin.

2010-11-03T20:33:00.001+08:00

Dear Dipikka Castro.

I was excited that tomorrow is your birthday. Really excited. But i i stop being excited when Khairul's text came in. He said dipikka can't make it tmrw. My heart break into many pieces. Maybe our mothers are not like your mother. Dipikka, happy advance birthday then. I really wish i could celebrate your birthday together with the part Ds. But too bad. You very angry with your mother now, so i wont text you already.

Love, Adillah Dawson.

2010-11-03T18:19:00.000+08:00

I'M Fucking Bored ! hehehehehehehe !
Today, i slept the whole afternoon. I love sleeping. When i sleep, i can meet you in my dream. Good right ? If your heart aching and you sleep, once you wake up you feel better ! Okay bye, i want to sleeeeeeeeeeep. Yes sleep ! I pretend that i don't care about everything now. Goodbye, Romeo.

2010-11-02T23:16:00.002+08:00

I want to blog about what i feel but i change my mind. Cause blogging is so not me. HEHEHEHE ! "cube lah cube eh" - Umairah Yasir.

2010-11-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

This is Umairah Yasir when she was small,v small. Now, still the same cute but small eyes. Okay lah.

Umairah oh Umairah. You dam cute everyday. I dont know why, but fact is fact. That you're actually cute. You got two big fishballs on your face. Geram saye. Eeeee, sooo cute ! You got one heart also cute. Cause you always take care about this chubby little kid(ME).

2010-10-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

Since when i force you to love me back ? You're sucha fucker. You mother fucker ! I don't need you already in my fucking life. So fucking please kindly fuck off. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK TODAY !

2010-10-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

HI ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAKAK SAYANG !

Seriously, i hope your really enjoy yourself. I think i vvv sweet cause i send umai till BOON LAY ! I dont want her to be moody on her big day. So, i came to sentosa with my padan cake. :D Is that sweet enough for you ? HEHEHE ! Plus, i didn't entertain my phone much cause i dont want her heart to break a million pieces. Dam it, i really terlupe bawak baju.If i bawak, i swear, we going to have much fun there. Stupid brain. Small little thing also forget. I brought, $35 and guess what, now left ZERO. I vv heart pain.I thought i going to spend that money wisely for tmrw's johor with Umairah again. But now, no money, my mother wont give me money.Never the less, i seriously praying hard that you will continue treasuring me. And stuff. I'm dont with my n level. Is time for me to get back to my own caring and loving life. Socialize life. Life with Umairah Yasir.

What i am going to do after N ?

going to start a new life. New friends. More friends. I don't know.

I really feel, i need to do something better for myself. I really want to enjoy this few moment.

I want to hang out more with weird people. I want my only wish to come true. I want greater happiness. I don't want to feel demoralized by people easily. I need to built self-confidence. I really need to. I want to play soccer often. I want slim down. But, chop chop. That doesn't mean i'm not happy with my life now. I am. Seriously. I need to change abit, to make myself happy everyday. I don't like to cry each night. Looking at your love ones crying infront of your face, you feel sucked big time.

2010-09-28T21:13:00.001+08:00

Hi. Normal tech, so ? Cannot study is it ? No feelings? Crap. Waitwait, i got smoke infront of you ? I got ask her to pierce everywhere ? I got ask her not to study ? HI, just stop thinking that i'm worse. Guess what, my name doesn't equal to failure. What's wrong talking about nice thing about me ? Daaaaam lame. After N level, BYE ! I got better life to think about, stress about you controlling her, no thanks. Anyway, at least i got family who trust me alot.

2010-09-20T11:44:00.000+08:00

No words that i can describe right now. How jealous i am.

HEHEHE !

2010-09-13T19:27:00.000+08:00

HI ! I am a happy kid today ! Good right ? :) Spend time with beautiful people before meeting awesome. Beautiful people gone crazy over boys. Beautiful people desperate for GUYS not boys. Walked in and out, at the west mall just to find beautiful GUYS. Super desperate. After hours of walking here and there, went in to popular, random. Had a glance on interesting books. Books very interesting though. Make use of time, we find more books in the library. More interesting books! We went separate ways after that. Meet awesome after that, stalked bangla watch porn. HAHAHA ! We love stalking him. If everyday we have this laughter with us, going to be awesome like you baby ! Awww. I think, I v chubby already. Seriously must lose weight, so that human won't squeeze my chubby fats. Hell yo ! We got better life thats why, they say we NO LIFE. We know, kite tak setaraf . :( But i still vvv happy today ! Amazing Parker say she want to meet us, but end up never. Its okay, she got alooooot of dose must seek forgiveness. Kesian. Come my house faster, and cium my pipi don't forget to hug me, if possible tears a little bit. I miss you so much lah, Ms Parker. Can you please ajak me go raye with your family*feelingfeeling*.

Okay bye ! Going to manjemanje now !

2010-09-11T22:59:00.001+08:00

Enjoyed my day, superbly ! Mother took your phone wrong timing. HEHEHE ! I am just too busy. I didn't know that KID are ruder than what i thought. Thanks ! Sorry cause i drag time meeting you. Fuck ! -___- serious, not funny i think. I was perfectly fine. Perfectly happy, after that called straight away TURN OFF. Yar, i still need to respect small people so yar, i dont want things to get worst. So, all my cousins cheer me up. We walked passed YOUR house. CORRIDOR. How about that ? But your house was super dark, i guess you wasn't at home or something. My cousins followed me all the way just to see me smile back. Thanks. Serious, i love my cousins alooooooooot. We stalked you ! We tried making so much noise under your block, at the staircase, cousins walked passed 5 times, still, you're not there. Though, we really enjoy stalking you.. HAHAHAHA ! This is how "KID" talks.
~~~~~"blablabla" ader ?
~~~~~~Hello. Ni sape ? *background super kecoh* Adillah ?
~~~~~~~~"blablabla" ader ? A'ah adillah.
~~~~~~~~~~*shouted * OOOH ! DIER NYE PHONE MAK DIER AMIK, OKAY BYE ! *hang up*

2010-08-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

I'm sick,i think. I can't think. I'm blank. I can't answer what you're saying cause my mind vv weak.

2010-08-20T09:50:00.002+08:00

Hi. Art lesson. I don't know what relate to theatre, there's alot, too much in fact, that inside my head. How am i going to draw everything at one time ?

Hi, the purpose of me blogging now, is because i fucking angry wiyh you.
I am going to find trouble with you in anyway. Everything that you do infront of me i swear i am going to
make fun of it. Yar, i think, it have been too long that i keep on repeating that i am going to fuck your face.

Every year is a reminder of how old I am and it should reflect on how I should carry myself and not to look back on past mistakes. don't let the people that mean nothing to you get you down, because in the end there worth nothing to you, there just your obstacles in life to trip you up.

2010-08-13T20:10:00.000+08:00

HI. Today NCC phototaking. After phototaking, snapsnap for awhile then off to class. ZhenMing said, i miss alot of fun,after i left. They havoc, after i left. They laughed, like shit after i left. Guess what, I'm feeling right now, SUCK. Hahaha ! I missed the fun. Fuck you vvv hard ZhenMing. And, i just realized, I didn't say goodbye to Hafni before I left. I changed and straight to class. Sorry Hafni.

Yar, Umairah say she vvv sleepy. I think, she want her "papa" to stare at her then she can sleep. She proudly say that she DA SEMBAYANG. She ate pizza today. And, my mac spicy she buat bodoh. :( She also say, she vvv sombong already. She nowadays, don't feel like texting me . :( She say, she want the best for me, the best thing to do is to give in and rest her case. She didn't say that but yar, i try to rephrase. She got alot of shoes and jackets. Mdm Jamiah ask her to give me her jacket but she vv berlokek.

I tried uploading my awesome pic but cannot. :( Stupid Facebook.

I hope I'm the first one to make you feel this way. (: We shared stuff, we exchange things, we trust each other alot. And, I love the way we are. Maybe there's some argument between us, but you're still strong and tolerate me. You cried every single day over my attitude every passing day , i know how bad you really don't want to lose me. If i wake up and change my mind of letting you of, don't forget to wake me up with our sweet times we always have,everything we build since beginning.

I feel like eating in the afternoon, my mouth super dry. Lips too. But, i v good, TAHAN.

Mama ! (:

2010-08-11T20:22:00.000+08:00

What's wrong with me ?

There's something i wish to tell you but i wonder why

is it so hard to just voice out. Really. Serious, today not my day.

I pretend that I'm okay, perfectly fine. But I'm not.

2010-08-07T23:33:00.003+08:00

Hi. Kelatan Grand Riverview Hotel. 4 stars hotel. Hahahaha ! I ate alooooot. Nasi ayam goreng without vegetable. Beside food, i'm sick. I'm having fever. At the wrong timing. My toe still hurt. Muscle cramp oi. Ohyar, Top 35. ~proud. Stupid shoe,too nice to run with. Hahahaha! Serious,i thought,i won't run. I also thought,i will pancit somewhere. But, i didn't. You know why i jog all the way, cause i was super upset that day. Angry also. Too strong. Tmrw, we'll be at Terangganu. Then home. Guess what i'm excited oi. I want to be with you. Yar,over here nothingd on.Everything here all

2010-08-03T19:19:00.000+08:00

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People do change because

only then you will learn how to let it go. Things go wrong so that you
will learn to appreciate them when they're right. You believe in lies so
you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes when
good things fall apart so that better things can fall together. (Y)

Charmaine understand what it feels to be in my situation. Sometimes feel like giving up. At the same time, you want to be with that person,forever. Thats it. You don't want to tell him/her how much you're worried about letting go cause i want him/her to always thinking positive.

Lets take a walk. Maybe you go, or maybe you will stay. But whatever it is, Lets take it slow. -ShankyMorey.

UMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI ! Serious, nowadays you didn't text me already. I want to pretend to be Ameera the whole day so you won't get piss easily. And take my advise like how you used to. I really want to. What if, you stop caring about me already ? What if, you give up on me already ? What if, you didn't give me semangat to belajar already ? What if, all this happen? What if..

I want Thursday to come faster and end faster. That means, prelims over. VV motivated to do art. Please i wana get distinction. Pretty please. Ms Nuraini !! Hahahaha !

2010-08-02T19:38:00.000+08:00

Hi. I just feel like blogging. Random ! Heh ! I cut myself today, and yar, i'm not proud about that. Cause i believe, slashing = attention ! So yar, i got enough attention already. Too much . Charmaine pinch it, i cried, see, i'm not strong. Seriously, sakit for nothing. Guess what, i cried and Irni don't care. I slashed and Irni don't care. I'm hurt and Irni don't care. Hi Irni, i'm strong. Hi Irni, i think i dont need you . Hi Irni, Bye Irni. yar, just find me when you need someone to entertain you. ((:

Hi, guess what, i actually can be much more rude then i am right now. I can just shout at you and treat the same way like how you've treated me. Yar, i can. But yar, i'm not interested. Try me.

Hi. I agreed, i'm super down today. Jasmine, things sooner or later will just fade away. Belle, you can't go anywhere with love. Banu, be strong suhudi ! ((: Yar, i'm glad that you're back. I'm fucking happy you confessed. I'm touched that you realized. I'm sad cause you came in at the wrong timing. I'm sorry but i still thinks that my twentythird MUST come thru. So yar. For the first time, fucking worried about that jacket. Sorry jacket, i left you alone. ((:

2010-07-31T19:37:00.001+08:00

Hi Umairah. Why on earth you got no mood eh ? Me again ke ? :( I vvv hungry !

Then, HOOOW ? :D

2010-07-31T15:05:00.002+08:00

I love people who love pink !

2010-07-30T19:03:00.003+08:00

If I walk, would you run ? If I stop, would you come ? If I say you're the one, would you believe me ? If I ask you to stay, would you show me the way ? Tell me what to say, so you don't leave me . ((: TwentyThird<3

I feel like blogging today, guess what, I'm happy outside, no longer inside. After one whole day both of you ignore me, i felt awkward the way you guys treat me. Why ? I got this 5050 feeling that you guys are still mad at me or something, i don't know why but yar. Am i losing out things that i shouldn't miss? Where's the love, N level drawing near, please the closer it is, the further both of you are. Guess what, i need the FOUR of you. Pretty please. If FOUR of you are not here with me, do you think, i will be smiling ? Do you think, i will be struggling to study ? You know what you need to do, FORCE ME to do right things.

Going to study at Umairah's house. I know i vv thick skin. I don't care, i come as though that's my house. HAHAHAHA ! Umairah, i will come ! I've made my decision, i try my best to meet you every weekend. One of the day. If i can't. Pretty sorry. But, I'M TRYING.

I wana get DISTINCTION for art ! Yes i can !

2010-07-25T19:38:00.001+08:00

Hi, I'm so happy that Ms Nuraini replied my message. Okay, I'm so motivated to do my art now. Cher, I think, i v lazy to do my fucking art with that bias teacher. -____-! I don't like. Ms Nuraini said, my passion in art must go on, don't get dampen by others. Yes, i think thats so true. Yar,and she added, never give up after years of hard work. (Y) Yaaaaar, i v happy already.

So, I love Revalina. I don't know why. My new obsession. My new dream guy, Shah? HAHAHAHA ! I think, i macam paham. Yar,very macam paham. I can be paparazzi one day. HAHA ! Paparazzi wanabe ! Also, good stalker. Willing to stalk artist especially. The reason why i so sebok just know because I'm so tired, sweat like pig and bored. Plus, vv noisy.

I don't know what to post about. I'm so angry at myself last night. I seriously thinks i'm so useless. I don't know why. But yar, i'm trying to think positive. You try to irritate me by saying you're useless too, thats why i prangai with you. I'm sorry. Eventhough you forgiven me, but i know you're super mad at me,for being so rude. Yar, sorry ! My previous blog post was crap. I wana be alone but i can't. Cause i got strong people who can't stop entertain me.

2010-07-24T18:38:00.000+08:00

I just, don't feel like talking to anyone.

Yar, just leave me alone.

I want to prangai !

Yar, all calls will be rejected.

Messages, will be ignored.

I'm so sedih like shit !

2010-07-19T20:57:00.001+08:00

I seriously, blank. I don't know anything.

I don't know why you ignore me. I will text you each time i reach home.

But you didn't reply my texts, what can i do ?

Yar, i thought during school hours i will be entertaining awesome.

When i reach home, i will start messaging super amazing till

i fall asleep. But things didn't work out at all.

Nevermind, whatever. I shall just text anyone then.

I can also, bawak diri.

I loveeee that video ! HAHAHA ! Yar !
Malay homework, for the first time, i'm doing it,myself.
But, i lazy do. Serious, i find it nonsense.

2010-07-19T04:06:00.002+08:00

Ever loved someone so much, but realized you couldn't have them and even after that you couldn't let them go? There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world, it's the beginning of a new life. I recognize that the person I was in my past is not the person I am today. Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. Life's too short to be anything, be awesome as time allow you to. What's done is done.

I'm seriously, bored. I can't sleep. Time check, 3.48am. I'm still awake. Umairah sleeping, for the first time, she slept before me. (Y) Sleep sleep sleep, macam pig. Now, I vv bored. Stupid wani, her voice stuck inside my head cause i just viewed her videos. There's two words inside my head now, NO LIFE. Thanks to Wani.

Hmm, i think, my profile picture vv nice. Umairah still haven't upload pictures.

Hey you ! I know you won't read this, but ya. Good luck for prelims later on. You cried because of prelims. Finally, someone know how scared i am for N level. HAHA ! So, after your prelims, is mine. I know, i'm going to flunk for SCIENCE _|_ i'm going to try my best for Maths. Hey you ! Do you know how much i care about you ? HAHAHA ! Random ! Yes, alot. I don't want to see you cry again, but again i'm the one who make you cry. You should just crush that *heartshape*. Moral of the story, don't cry.

I love keeping things to myself. I'm so thankful to have such close friends like Ameera & Hafni. Serious.

They vvv nice people. vvv annoying yet vvv caring. They love to cheat my feelings, but i still love them. Obviously, they're the one who keep on giving positive advise. Thank you ! They are way too smart than me,thats the reason why i need to study with them in order to at least pass my maths. But if, i couldn't, sorry !

They also know, i don't have self-responsibility and thats why, they organized me. Tell me, who will do such things to you ? ((:

Hi Umairah ~ You need to upload pictures. My cool pictures. Please meet me soon ! Cause, i want to snapsnap again. Like what i said, no matter how bad things can get, I'm still your awesome adeq. I can hurt you sooo many times, but deep deep inside i'm pleasing you to smile just for me. Stop all the tears and get up. Will you ? ((: Be strong. Be positive. Like me ! Don't forget, be cute too ! You've got people who love you. Who care for you, Ameera? Hafni ? Me ? We're good people ! We have good heart.

Okay bye~ Don't want to sleep in class, again !

2010-07-18T02:55:00.000+08:00

Have you ever listen to what i want from you ?

No, you don't. Maybe yes, but things didn't change.

So why bother ? "actions speaks louder than words". See, you really

want to see someone who close to me, walk away.

I guess, you're happy with the desicion.

I don't know what to say already.

Look, if i really don't bother you, i don't text,call,irritate you.

How i treat "awesome", thats how i treat "super amazing".

Now, what you want ? I'm trying to be fair, equal.

Can you please, work together with me.

Small things don't make it big.

Can ? Stop blaming anyone, cause we both don't know,

who's fault. I'm tired. Serious.

Not going to bother anyone. I know, how to take care of myself.

My blog? Can i just post whatever i want here.

Whatever is in my head. Doesn't mean, everything is in my head

always the same person. (get it? no? nevermind.)

Yar, i know you need me, trying to reach out to you.

TRYING.

2010-07-17T11:33:00.000+08:00

Its better if we just leave everything behind so i wont get hurt and you wont get paranoid. why still keep holding on when we know everything is already dying.

You changed my world with just one smile, You took my heart with just one kiss.

If some thing happens and you lose me, please don' think that' the end, come and find again.

Sometimes you think you’ve gotten over someone but when you see them smile you suddenly realize your just pretending you got over them to erase the pain of knowing they will never be yours.

2010-07-14T22:19:00.002+08:00

HEY, HELLO !

My brother is sucha SUCK UP ! _|_

2010-07-12T01:53:00.002+08:00

2010-07-10T14:46:00.001+08:00

What you want me do ?

Da lah, I got no more SWEET words already.

If you really thinks i still need you then keep on believing,can ?

If you think i dont need you,then stop all your tears. Cause nothing can change.

Up to you, what you really think.

I'm an optimistic person. I don't worry bout unnecessary things.

What you want me to do ?

Don't even entertain "budak stress" ?Serious.

How can i avoid her, sedangkan everyday go school also

together. Go back home also together.

Our house like, few blocks away. What's up with you?

2010-07-08T12:15:00.001+08:00

Yes,true we have to move on with life.

I'm moving on. I left everything behind. But, everything i do, always

remind me of him. His perfume smell, especially. I wonder if there's someone like you,again.

Life's too awesome to waste your time thinking about someone who doesn't deserve to

treat you right. We both know, we can move on. Okay,seriously, i miss you. For 6 months
we've been together and all the promises we had made, and now you're breaking it.
Only left, are words and tears. ((: I miss you alot, can ?

SPAIN, congratz oi !
Mac spicy meal for Umairah Yasir.
Oreo crush for Nurin Williams.
Fikri won't give me his photo since,spain won.
Sukri will call me, "DAVID VILLA" starting from now on. (Y)
Cause, i don't know why. I think, i hot like david villa. :D
Be jealous okay people !

As you can see, all my classmate's status talking about the same person.
Seriously, she no life. Period. You all don't bother her. Thats it.

All i know, I'm going to meet, UMAIRAH YASIR on Friday.
Thanks, and your mac spicy, wait longlong. HAHAHA!

And, everyday also, I lepak with you. Don't get jelak okay ?
HAHAHAHA !

2010-07-03T13:05:00.000+08:00

Going ArtsNight ! Awesome kan !

Cause of YOU, i go. See, sweet kan ! I vv sweet !

I don't know ler, you know i got hard time deciding nak go or not.

You know ? I know, i janji already, but end up i buih. Now, you vv sedih. And, ya,

pissed off with me. If i go also, things won't change after i come back

meeting you,the next day world war III starts.

And all your super sad words out from your mouth.

Then, now, you going to ignore me. Job well done !

Ignore me all you want. Seriously.

If that makes you happy,then by all means.

if you think, i always ruin your days,then I'm sorry.

If you think, you're not needed, then stop thinking like that.

If you think, i only find you when i need you, then, i wont find you

even if I'm terribly need your help.

So yeah, now, what you want ?

Obviously, you want me to goooo faaaar faaar away from you.

Da, I'm done. If you need me, find me.

2010-07-02T09:45:00.000+08:00

You know what, i love you alot.

Thanks eh "yellow colour paper". I senyumsenyum !

Berkepit 24 jam ! :DD

UMAAAAAAAAAAIRAH !

You vvv prangai, i want you to come school, then you don't want.

Everything also don't want. Then biler you want to sepak my dahi ? When ?

You make me smile for no reason what so ever, you make me laugh at the unfunnest things, but most of all you make me love you when I shouldn't be loving you.

2010-06-30T16:08:00.002+08:00

I was like... DAAAAM IT !

Not going to stalk you anymoreeeeee ! Not going to be so busy body bout you

anymoreeeeeee ! Not going not going !

All i want is to think positive bout you, but i can't.

Whatever it is, if you feel like sharing then share.

If not, im not going to force you or something.

Now, everything is up to you.

All i know, i almost giving up.

Up to you, if you want to hide more things from me.
Hide all you want. You can lie to me
but not yourself.
Sooner or later, the truth yet to come.
I'm not angry, i'm just hurt and disappointed.

2010-06-30T09:57:00.000+08:00

Though we are a world apart. I know you'll never be that far.Whenever I miss you so much. It's more than I can bear. I won't cry, I'll just close my eyes And know you'll be there.

2010-06-29T19:15:00.007+08:00

FREE HUGS ! (:

I think i spoiled your day. I'm vv sorry,sayaaaaaang.

We don't prangai lagi okay ! I love you alot.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHARMAINE TAN !

All the way be my hugging patner.

Today, we thought of STUDYING but thanks to that

arts night rehersal, we postponed it.

Now, air con can switch on and off anytime.

So cooling ! ((:

UMAAAAAAIRAH !

We go out on 3rd July okay. Since arts night no one

nak teman me. Then i follow you.

Even though, i'm not your FAMILY, buat lah muke tebal.

Just to make you happpyyyyy ayer. UMAAAAIRAAAH, just saved

something on my blog's draft, and she truely miss me.

HAHAHA ! I was touched, i wanted to cry but she was watching me.

COOOOOONTROLing ! Can't you see.

I just wish that, i can split myself. One for you and one for you.

Thank you very much !

YOOOOOOOOOOOOU !

Today, you vv lambat. Depressed like crazy sia.

First i need to wait, second i never took the same bus.

Third, i didn't get to see you,in the morning. Grrr.

I dropped at the next station and took something

kat my mother. Was hoping that you were inside that bus but no.

*smash guitar* I cakap, sorry kan. (:

Kiss me all night don't ever let me go. I'll never be the same If we ever meet again.

*singsingsing*

Now i find myself so strong. Yes, everything changed when you came along.

((: Next time complain to someone who u really really really think care for you okay ? Cause it's just crap when u complain to someone who doesn't care ! - Haidarnurwani.

2010-06-28T20:57:00.004+08:00

Back to school everyone. (:

We got alot to share over the holidays. Talk talk talk.

Arts Night, i want to go, but no teman then how ?

I alone. Zzz. So, i'm not going. Sorry Braces.

We did time table how to spend our days with each other.

So, Monday, i will be lepaking with them.

Tuesday, we going to study.

Wednesday, one of our free time.

Thursday, study also.

Friday, er, free time ? Lepak ? With Umairah.

So, if you want to date me, please date me on Wednesday and ya,

friday too.

Now, my class ader aircon der. Only switch on at 10 ? Zz..

BOOOOOOOO !

Now, go school got teman already. Every morning can see you. (:

Jacket, don't know when you want it back. But ya, if you want, ask yer.

We shall see, how long can this last. Okay,no prangai.

I'm not some cheap girl. Please mind your words eh. I know alot

of "horny" guys but that doesn't mean, im spoiled. Zz.. Frust.

During assembly, someone randomly called me "AWESOME !"

-Khairunnisa Ramli (Y)

HAHAHAHA ! I senyumsenyum only.

2010-06-27T20:22:00.004+08:00

Now, vvv senyap already.

My texts also didn't really reply. If i merajok then how ?

Alarh, you also don't care already. I text or tak, doesn't make any diff pon.

Not so awesomeeeeee ! (: Warm-up for school reopen ayer ?

So, when school reopen gone case. No more you? ARGH!

I got no choice but to use prepaid card. Guess, how much last month's

bill ? $334.90. Awesome? NOOOT !

So, outgoing calls aloooooot. Text messages, worst.

Add on, i called and texted overseas.

Azza & Umairah please get well soon !

Umairah Yasir sakit tak bilang. Everything now, so sombong..

Whatever. Now, message pon tak nak.

Sepak you !

I did something to my hair. Now, no more messy hair.

Someone who try to bite you is someone who are desperate. HAHAHA !

2010-06-26T20:40:00.003+08:00

I'm not jealous also. Hahahaha ! *super evil laugh* :DD I don't know why, but ya, i okayokay ajer. HAHAHAHAHA ! Zzz..

Kenduri,like now! And, i'm super high. I berdoa sekuat-kuat nye. :D All i want is my heart to be peace. I don't like every single things i did, getting on my nerves. Frustration everywhere. Irritated over small little thing. Super down for no reason. Let's berdoa. ~~ What i know, i give you what i have, i sayang you to my fullest, Up to you to appreciate it or not. Cause the way i treat you, i'm vv.with myself.

2010-06-26T14:41:00.003+08:00

i seriously,met new people. New people sometimes can be very irritating. Sometimes, some part they're superb. They brighten my day,today. Awesome!

That Yasir,never text me already. :( She reply my messages when i'm quite busy,i sometimes forget to reply and there she gooo her ''awesome(U)'' words. :D Irritate me please. Hahaha!

2010-06-25T13:12:00.002+08:00

Searching for Adillah Suhudi. A girl with messy hair. If found,please send her to the information counter. Thank You ! - Iknowyouwantme.

HAHAHAHA ! Awesome text! HAHAHA ! ((:

Da, we're okay. We love each other !

We need each other badly.

We degil together.

*shake my sexy ass*

2010-06-25T01:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMEERA SAYANG !

OH AWESOME ! I don't know why I so happy,its your birthday. HAHAHA !

Seriously, its your birthday, what are you waiting for ?

Go F yourself ! HAHAHAHA !

You know kan, I love you much !

HAHAHA ! Okay, your birthday and im high about that.

2010-06-24T23:10:00.005+08:00

Seriously i don't know what to say already. Your last message hurt much. HAHA ! Serious, only one sentence actually can ruin everything. You know what does your last message mean to me ? It means, okay thats it after sunday. (Y)

I don't know how long more i'm going to ignore you.

But seriously, i feel something missing whenever i have to ignore you.

Oh Allah ! Please, vvv down !

Don't wish to on my phone. Don't wish to cry again and again.

All i want is YOU ! But nothing can change duh.

ARGH !

2010-06-23T22:35:00.003+08:00

FUCK YOU !

When i'm having fun with life, then you come back.

Fuck! I won't fucking fall for that again.

You can go fuck yourself. :D

Someone is sooooo jealous. Who ask you not to book me first ?

Seriously, this week i cannot already.

If you nak, school reopen.

Very sorry. Ben & Jerry's this saturday also cannot.

I seriously cannot lah. Still got next week, macam paham.

Everyday also nak pissed off.

Everyday also nak jealous.

Which day you want to sayang me ? :D

Oh so awesome,today! :D

I'm still smiling siaaaaa. The smile stuck on my face.

The smell stuck on my body.

Your whole body bau rokok ! -___-

Forget about fading, just hold me. - Asyrafizwani.

2010-06-22T18:24:00.003+08:00

Today, seriously i don't know why i came back to school.

Today, seriously you never text me that much.

Today, seriously i'm fucking tired.

Today, seriously i'm bored.

Oh today, please be more darling,everyday.

Now, skyping with Syafique.

He very very irrtating, senyumsenyum. Don't blog

bout him already, he won't read also.

Now, sign in and out facebook.

Facebook getting borinnnnng.

Now, chatting with some stupid strangers.

Veryvery stupid,everything also HUH?

SLOWWWW !

Now, i don't know why i'm so tired.

Now, I'm waiting for Mell to come back.

So i can skype with her. Everyday.

Now, no sad faces, no dying.

SERIOUSLY

I don't know what i'm talking about.

Thank you very much.

Now, i believe someone need alot of ice to cool

herself down. Oh farley ! :D

2010-06-22T01:09:00.008+08:00

I LOVE YOU ALOT !

Nurul Ameera Nur Hafni Nur Umairah Irni Syafiqah Nurin Williams

Siti Rafizah Noor Farliza Mell Hms

Nurul Ameera

You, obviously someone that i can rely on. Someone that

organized me all the time.

Nur Hafni Bte Hadnabi

Very emotional person. Love to argue over small matters.

Super clumsy. Appreciate friendship,alot.

Nur Umairah Yasir

So many things she have done for me. Someone that took care

of me day and night. She will try her very best to help you

in any ways. Serious.

Irni Syafiqah

Love her Tamam,alot. Someone that easy to forgive. Very noisy.

Her laughter make you wana "sepak her dahi"

She can be very sombong. Awesome like me. Always make a wish.

Nurin Williams

Not a minah who bitches around. :D

Siti Rafizah M. Sharif

Too many life expriences. Very matured,duh! Love to seduce me.

No caps letters if you're not angry. -___-

Farliza Samsudin

Loyar buruk non-stop. Very understanding. If you need

mature advise she's there. One day tompang me? :D

Mell Hms

That you can't stop laughing on skype. Very touching person.

Always keep her words, never break her promises.

Meeting her,October. :D

People people, I love you all. Very !

The best and most beautiful things in the world can not be seen or even be touched. They must be felt with the heart. Everyday that goes by it seems like I discover something new about you to love. It's incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life, you touch me in a way no one else ever has and gave me so many reasons to love you everyday...

2010-06-21T00:05:00.004+08:00

I don't know what happened to me. I think i'm not myself. Even if Im hurt i pretend that i'm strong but actually im not. Very not. Even if i know people do talk craps i pretend that i believe them. Whatever im doing,obviously, im pretending.

SOMEBODY TO LOVE !

Accepting friends, not for who you want them to be but for accepting who they are.

2010-06-19T13:38:00.002+08:00

So, my cousins are super irritating. Serious. But obviously, i love them so much. We going to sleep several houses this week. From one house to another. Overnight here and there. Find troubles everywhere. But school reopen soon ! grr.

ZZ: Dilla, pinjam handphone.

Z: no, no no way !

ZZ: Please. Please. Eh, your wallpaper asal terbalik ?

Z: Style. Diam go away ! I want sleep. * put aside my phone*

ZZ: *snatch and run* Dilla, ni sape, masih boleh di kenal kan ?

Z : NOOO ! don't disturb that person.

ZZ: Dilla Dilla, nak number dier boleh ?

Z : NOOOOOOOOOO ! TAKMO KACAU ! *throw pillow*

ZZ: (inside toilet with my phone)

ZZ : naaaah, amik balik.

So yeah, i think, inside the toilet he took your number. And he start

asking bout you. I swear, very irritating. :D

Okay so, he reallyreally want you to reply his message. HAHAHA !

Sumpah, he prasan jer lebih !

GRRRRRRRRRRR ! I very jealous during that swimming trip. HAHA !

Sebab tu, i'm waiting for you to pujok me.

But nevermind. I miss you,KAKAK SAYANG ! Serious! :(

2010-06-16T23:07:00.002+08:00

Can someone please scold me if i eat too much. Seriously.
I think i should stop growing fatter. So someone won't cubit my babat.
Sakit. I'm so envy looking at kudut people ! I look stupid walking with kudut and
smaller size than me. HAHAHA ! So,thats why i want to slim down like that someone.

Just now, while i was masak-ing maggie curry, i got so many things to say down here,
but now, i swear my mind blank ! :D

2010-06-16T21:46:00.002+08:00

Back from KL. Was awesome going on a holiday with UMAIRAH YASIR.

Please, i want more. Ask your mother bring me,okay ? Brunei ? HAHAHA !

I miss you already sia ! Who want to push me jatoh katil ? Who want to wrest with me ?

HAHAHAHA ! Who want to sing for me lagu world cup ? WHO WHO ?

Then what about Ms Nuraini's clone nye name ? What is her name ?

I want to salam her again,siaaaaa !

Pleaseeeee, i miss you ! :(

So,yeah, STALKER, i seriously love you ! I almost HAAAAH but you jual mahal.

HAHAHAHA ! So, we took few pics just now,like FINALLY !

I not sure if i want to upload it. Leave it to her ajer.

Why you never say THANK YOU to me ? Why you malu malu ?

HAHAHAHA !

OH seriously, i miss MELL HMS ! LIKE SERIOUSLY !

MELL HMS, PLEASE TEXT ME ! SERIOUS ! :(

2010-06-09T16:46:00.002+08:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH ! Serious, regret showing you that notes. Serious Serious. I want cry, you may think its sooo fake but seriously, i di malukan. HAHAHAHA ! BASTAAAAAARD SIAAA,YOOOOOOOU ! HAHAHAHA ! Seriously, doesn't make any difference if i show it to you. SERIOUS ! DA I WANT MATI ALREADY.

Okay, im vvv late already now. BYE ! See you after KL. :( I'm going to miss you ayer. =)

2010-06-04T18:26:00.001+08:00

Sometimes when I say “Oh, I’m fine.” I want someone to look me in the eye and say “Tell the truth.” - NW ♥, can ? :D

2010-05-31T22:15:00.006+08:00

Name : Nurin Williams Abdul Malik (Williams)

Relationship : GAYPATNER(sayang:D)

I love her : YESSSSSSS ! LIKE VERY !!!!

Okay so, i seriously, don't know what to post bout her.

But one thing that is so UN-awesome bout her is that, she is so

pemalu(no eye contact). I think, i can sense some love there.

YES YES YES ! OBSESSED ?

The truth,sayang. HAHAHAHA !

Can you please, be more sayang ? HAHAHA !

She like tak comfortable with me gitu. HAHAHA!

STOP SMILING LAH YOU !

Whatever the thing is, we both still sayang each other.

But sometimes, i don't really feel awesome.

Cause like seriously, i think I'm not that important

larh, i don't know why uh, but ya.

Okay, you pening eh ? HAHAHAHA !

Tmrw, no ART remedial.. Then how to meet you ? :(

GOOD NIGHT NURIN WILLIAMS !

I don't feel like talking to "them" today.

Like seriously, called, blablablabla okay take care

i dont even have the chance to say what i want to say.

Terus, turn off !

THIS WAS WHAT ? WHEN WE WERE NOT TOGETHER AND WE START TALKING LIKE THIS ?! macam mane si umairah tu tak jealous ? :PPP

2010-05-29T23:30:00.002+08:00

Okay so, this is the girl that i've been talking about, Sabrina Raffeh.

Her nickname : Braces, Sabby and obviously, PIG.

She love her boify, Shafiq.

She tak pernah nye cakap " i love you,pig" to me.

Sedih kan. HAHAHAHA ! Abit attention seeking here !

She ask me to blog bout her so yeah.

She always scold me, she love to be my mother.

Take care of my neatness. (:

For almost two years, she sit beside me in class.

We loooooveeee to gossip. Seriously. hahaha !

Espeacially, ehem ehem ehem. But mostly, she complain bout her

boify lah kan. (:

Sometimes, i sit with someone else is because she scolded me.

Somehow, i merajok lah tu.

She got soooo many plan but satu pon tak menjadi. :P

Really really hope that one of her good plan really menjadi. HAHAHAHA !

So yeah, i still owe her, my LAFAZ song. PIG !

BYE ! NAK TIDOR !

2010-05-20T08:26:00.000+08:00

Really did badly for ART.

2010-05-05T23:02:00.004+08:00

Want to know what I really feel right now ?

Honestly, this is suck !

Seriously, I don't wish to care or to be jealous,

with who you really want to be with.

I don't care. For me, now, I really have no time

to entertain jealousy. Is a waste of time.

I'm not really THAT happy with life now.

Well, who cares. Everyone being self-centered.

So, as easy as that, you can do whatever you want

as long, you does NOT disturb me.

I'm totally fine!

I am full of ego.

Sorry !

2010-04-21T12:22:00.002+08:00

2010-03-30T12:06:00.005+08:00

Don't feel like posting anything cause, everything hurt to say. Though,i will still post for the sake of people that are extremely sad/disappointed with me.

Sorry,for NOT understanding your sadness. I do actually. You know what, i can't move on with my daily life without you by my side without you texting me without you irritate me dan blablabla like we used to. Remember you once told me to be independent?? I somehow,tried. But the result still the same, i want you to help me in, anyway. You're just too good for me. Seriously, you're there when your friends need you. I don't want to spot anyone's mistake here. Cause i know, i've created mine,worst than yours. Duh!

The best thing is, everything happened when the couple came in to both our lifes. True ? I don't want to blame them for entering our life but somehow, everything is about jealousy between me and them, you and them and them and them. People do change. We are not the same already.
Okay, im done here. Moral of the story, IM SORRY for lefting you alone there. Saying sorry so many times and do it again is so worthless. Though, im really sorry, deep deep inside my heart.

MELL HMS ! Promised !

2010-03-28T15:11:00.005+08:00

I don't know why you change like super a lot, you know what.. i prefer the old you, even i hurt you last time i still love you. Please, i just want the old you. someone that really love and cares a lot bout me. I really miss you,b! But, its okay.. I won't spend much time with you, i shouldn't waste my time any longer since you've already change. Then, i hope you will be a better person. If you say, you're mature. you should know how to treat people equally. and you're talking about maturity to a person that already matured? Now, you dare to lie to me, that really make me can't trust you any longer. You simply, disappoint me. you promised me that you won't hurt me, disappoint me and make, me lose trust on you..But you did,love. Even if, you doesn't want history to repeat, the fact still stays, that i still love and cares about you. You're not being yourself! Whatever it is, if you want to ignore me, by all means, but you know what, that i can't. Swear !

Do you really love me or still you're acting?

2010-03-10T23:56:00.002+08:00

Oooo, sexy bitch ! Okay this week, we're so close. And I love it !
Like after so long we didn't hang around together after school, this week we did.
The sec 2's should go for another round of camp, so this
people got time for each other ! :)))

Okay so, Im so grateful to have this kind of friends.
They can be cheeky but they always awesome and close to
my heart. How sad we're, they're there for each and every of us.
One thing bout them, they just can't simply
stop teasing me. :))

Credit: Thanks IRNI SYAFIQAH, AMEERA SAMSUDIN & HAFNi HADNABI
for always be there for me. Like, if not because of you people
i don't think, i can gain my confidence. I don't think, i will own my "EEFFFYY"
All thanks to you people !!
Just hoping that we will still be together yeah !!
HUGS !! (i want cry ah!)

Not forgetting, the one who help me create blog.
UMAIRAH YASIR ! Thanks ya ! You always, make me pissed off
"kat" MSN. That's why I lazy to online. Though, you're awesomeeeee !
Got someone's head on someone's shoulder mahhhhh ! :))
Da maju ehhh awak ! =P

Love, ADILLAH always awesome!

2010-02-22T18:28:00.005+08:00

Let's be formal for this post.

Just came back from school. Starting from tomorrow I'm going be home late for some NCC course. Only today, is my relax day, but i choose to stay back in school to do my art. We were so busy dancing,singing,eating(nasi) & drawing. Guess how loud the music were ? SUPER LOUD ! Thanks to Ms. Awesome for being so smart to godeh godeh the speaker. FUN. Like super fun,we ''club'' inside the art room. Like really,tak bedek.

EHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! If you think, im so obsessed with you, well, YES i do. BUT, there is always a reason why someone is so idolise with you.. Another point, why on earth do people want to be so kpo to help you ? Well, im going to explain to you, step by step, point to point.

People idolise you cause, yeahhhh, you influence or i can say, you inspire me. Even if you always,heck care me at sometimes, im okay with it. Cause i know, sometimes i simply can't control myself,for being too hyper ! Move on, why im so enthu to help you, DO YOU know? When im helping you,actually it allowed me to share so many things with you. Sometimes, i can say that i need some mature talk. So, moral of the story is, there is always a reason for everything ! OHHHHHH YAHHH, and im super straight.. hahaha ! So yeah. After all, do seek for my help cause i love it ! -Ms N. hahaha !

Okay, Im now so happy !
Umairah Yasir, Thanks ya ! Like really, a big thanks, for the encouraging words.
Like seriously, it brighten my day, tak bedek. So yeah, i have to trust myself more than trusting others. I MISS YOU PLEASSSSSEEE !! My mac spicy ! West Mall, 7pm Saturday ? Can?

We pretend that everyting is ok when it's not. We pretend & keep our mouth shut & smile when we are actually burning with rage within ourselves. Sometimes we pretend to care when we actually don't. At times we pretend to listen when our thoughts are actually someplace else. We can't deny all this actions. Becoz every...one is doing it. It has become accustomed to our life.

Okay, IM DONE ! Im so happy !
Love, Adillah Always Awesome !

2010-01-29T19:58:00.002+08:00

THIS FUCKING BITCH DONT DESERVE MY FUCKING FRIENDSHIP !
BITCH, IF YOU WANA CHANGE YOUR FUCKING ATTITUDE, PLEASE DO SO.
YOU CAN DO WHATEVER TO YOUR FUCKING LIFE CHEEBAI ! IM NOT ANGRY WITH YOU, IM JUST FUCKING ANGRY WITH YOUR STUPID DECISION TO CHANGE YOUR FUCKING ATTITUDE, YOU KNOW WHAT, THAT FUCKING ATTITUDE OF YOURS NOWW, SUIT YOU !!! ONLY TRUE, TRUST AND LOVES FRIENDS WILL SAY THIS, OH YAH, IF YOU DONT KNOW WHO ARE YOU, YES YOU, FUCKER, WE'RE NOT YOUR RUBBISH BIN OKAY TO THROW AND SHOUT AND WHATEVER FUCK YOU ARE DOING ! IM JUST SO PISSED OFF WITH YOU !!!THINK TWICE UH SIAL !! CHANGE TO BE SOMEONE BETTER NOT WORST LAH CHEEBAI !! I TELL YOU EH, ITS SUPER NOT COOL TO HAVE THAT KIND OF "STEP COOL" ATTITUDE !! HEY FUCKER, "ORANG LAIN PON BERCINTA!!" I GOT MORE BIG VULGAR WORDS FOR YOU !!! STAY TUNE TO MAKE ME ANGRY THIS TIME MY HAND GONNA MOVE !! BIG FUCK UH YOU ??

2010-01-24T23:01:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow, will be the first day of the week, and hopefully its not a worst day.
As my classmate is having crisis everywhere, not happy here and there. Macam lame uh. But never mind, i will stand firm. Cause i don't want to drop but if i have to, im sorry. Im losing my patience,SOON.. Yeah ! So, me and irni now,is trying very hard to go through all this. What happened in class lately, i shouldn't mention uh, for those who know that's GREAT. For those who eat Mac Spicy will taste the spice. :DD

I seriously, don't feel like taking N level this year, can i take one step back? if only i can.
Im not ready. I still want to comfort myself with SWISS Environment.. Nonsense ! I still haven't finish my Sarawak video uh.. :(

2010-01-19T21:25:00.003+08:00

I may have thousand of freinds, but to find a loyal friend is not that easy.
But you made through, my lovelies friends! You know who you are.
Umairah, you're obviously my die hard friend/fans. You know what, i do have
new friends, but i beat, they wont last that long. They will soon go away, ONE BY ONE.
Who reminds ? you! If anything happened, you thing im gonna fall to them ? NO okay, i beat
they wont do anything. The least they can do is only advise. Im asking you eh, WHY ON EARTH ARE YOU FUCKING ANGRY WITH ME ? Cause of those FRIENDS ? -_________-
Everyone also have their own NEW FRIENDS, you also have, so i guess, they can help you
more than i do, thats why, i dont like feeling alone, so i make new friend. And i dont want to
relay on you. :(( If there's any other reason you're angry with me, then i dont know. :(

LONIERAH,LOVELIESSS !!
THIS WAS LIKE LAST LAST YEAR ! HAHAHAHAHA ! CHILDISH PE SIA AKU ?

2010-01-11T20:23:00.003+08:00

I seriously don't understand why do people get jealous when they actually no longer together ? Even if you got the feeling of love towards him you still have to let go and continue with
your own life my dear. This may not be easy but one day also he/she will forget you and
you will also get tired and start to ignore him/her. Btw, You're awesome so many people would want you. Duhh!
~~~We're in a same class babe. We dont need war to get along with each other. We don't need bad mouthing each other cause we hate what others react to you. Nobody is perfect, if you hate somebody, you do not need to spread the bad side of that person ah. Dont tell me he/she have not being nice to you ? DENGS ! Grown up already still behave like primary student.

2010-01-11T15:20:00.005+08:00

Nyahahaha!! haha ! So let's talk about yesterday, Im so sleepy + hungry NOW !

Basically, now chatting with FAR-LEY-ZA.. So, yesterday was a malu day.. Im strongly agree that im so scared with KAKAK ZAZA. hahaha ! Can someone please tell her ? haha.

After i met her yesterday, i dont know why i feel so dam bloody scared to talk to her on Facebook or MSN. Again, someone please tell her. hahaha ! Oh yah, we went to Jurong Birdpark for Hollywood Dinos. Don't ask me whether its good or not, cause i really don't know. haha !

~blablabla ! Back to school, ART, I did last minute ART assignment. And turn up, BULLSHIT. haha ! Im so running out of ideas. Okay so, something really happened to me and my dear awesome best friend.. So, my dear awesome best friend, can you like behave yourself as in, dont make others hate you pleasseee, cause whatever shit you do people will ask ME ! why are you like that and stuff ? I can't be bothered to entertain them or what so ever. As a friend, i dont wish to hear any FUCKING comment bout you, its not nice you know. Just behave yourself and i shall behave mine !

~ Tomorrow im going to school with somebody ! Weeeee.. Check me out, 7am at the usual place i walk to school. See YA !! :DD *wink AMEERA SAMSUDIN*

2010-01-09T19:37:00.002+08:00

So yesterday, after Sec 1 orrientation, Adillah Suhudi and Dipikka Seheran went around the school, espeacially the HALL, what we did was, putting the NCC face paint on people's hand or faces. Almost everyone got it, was fun ! Whenever they see BOTH of us, they will start screaming and run away. :D Cool ! So after the fun, Walk back home at 5.45, Sorry guys didnt attend for AAR. then blablabla. Went to Mediacorp for the Sinaran Hati Gemilang, was Awesome went finally i see Rossa's face. :D Gorgeous oi ! Didn't get to take picture with her bahhh, duh, famous people ! Dream on you can take picture with her ! haha ! So yesterday i was,Umairah's photograhper for the day :D heh ! Snap snap with KAKAK ZAZA(new friend) LOL !

I DONT KNOW WHAT AM I TYPING ! I dont have the heart to update my blog ! LOL!
Cause of Umairah Yasir sake, i sanggop ! lol . So, Today, im so dam lazy to go out cause yesterday im so tired ! :D :D Tmrw, i wanna go JURONG BIRDPARK, hollywood Dinos. lol. But still i havent confirm with THEM ! haha ! 35% im going ! The rest of the pecentage, i dont know !

Okay, enjoy the weekend ! 4T1 we need to bond with each other more !!

SO FUCKING VULGAR !!!

2010-01-04T18:09:00.003+08:00

FUCK YOU, fuck !

I don't give a bloody shit on you people ah yerr..
You all want to gossip, step 'BIG' and blablabla. GO AHEAD !
Im so gonna end my last year in that school and thats it.
I don't wish to think about anything when im in school,oh pleasee..
The only thing that stick into my mind is EVERYDAY, FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS !
Im trying my very best to acheive my fucking goals.
God willing ! Give me your bloody support !
FUCK YOU PEOPLE ! Get a life sakkkkkkk !! KNNBCCB !

*back to my normal mood*
Im so liking, SWISS AIR ! Like finally, i can show people how powerful
leader i am. heh ! I LOVE MY GAYS AND LESBIANIC people !!

I got alot of new friends. I learn alot of things from different people.
They show how much people LOVE than they hate. :D - Sezeiri.

Umairah Yasir has been with me for the past few months.
I think, im so greatful to have her in my entire life. Eventhough, ALWAYS we fights,
we still love each other. Awww.. She have been taking care of me dude ! If ONLY,she can be my BLOOD, im so gonna like it. But, nevermind. Im still happy ! Now, she's in ITE, and that's so suckerS ! Cause there's nobody can print COLOURED pictures for me already.. Heh ! Beside that, I want her to know whatever she's doing, IM ALWAYS STANDING BESIDE HER. Sayannnnnggg UMI ! :D I have faith in you, do make your parent proud ! :D

FUTSAL on, 17 JAN, WILLIAMS feel free ehh !
MELL HMS, get well soon, Love love !
Students, HAPPY SCHOOLING !
PEOPLE, GOODBYE !

2009-12-11T18:50:00.003+08:00

Sometimes kan, we don't know what we've done..

But nevermind. Sometimes also, we don't know what

they thought to make us happy .

Oh yah, my lips something bad happened nyahh.

My lips how to say eh, allergic like that huh.

For 2 days already. So my lips macam got crack crack then

ichy, the colour getting darker.

So,not going out for few days.

i just hate, MY IDOL !

The week is going to end, babe !

2009-12-11T18:28:00.007+08:00

HAHA ! I'm bored + sad = YOU,SUCK !

~weeeeeeeee..

Okay so, holiday is so NOT fun.

Sleep, Eat, Sleep, Eat.

Blablablabla.
The past few days not at home. Sleep over

my Grandfather's house. I ate, 6 Magnum in 3 hours.

SLURRRRP ! nice doh !

Blablabla.

I would like to thank this people who have been

by my side for the past few days. They were the ones who

keep messaging me,eventhough it is a same topic all over again,

and they get irritated . VERY !

♥UMAIRAH YASIR♥

♥AZZAHARA♥

♥ISKANDAR SHAH♥

♥AMEERA SAMSUDIN♥

♥HAFNI HADNABI♥

♥JUNAINAH ISMAIL♥

♥DIPIKKA SEHERAN♥

♥SYAFIQ♥

Thanks eh people !

2009-11-28T23:07:00.002+08:00

OH MY COW ! -dipikku !

What on earth am i suppose to do ?
Is it really my fault ? I'm been reasonable. I'm sad, do you know ?
I sadder than you okayyy ! Like hello ! You think only with, all your tears
is enough for me to recover the hole in my heart ? CRAPPP !!! I think,
i got more tears than you.. awww, too bad.
Called you ? Cause, Hafni command me to love and treat you like
my own sister like how we used too by TONITE okayyy ! She said this,
"Kalau kau sayang aku, kau baik baik nan umai lagk macam mane korang sayang
each other last time !!! Aku tak kesah ! Aku tak kesah !! "

Eh come on ahh ! I sad, you say sorry, i angry
you say sorry ! KAKAK DEAR, all this sorry can't really
cure siaaaaaaaaaaa... I don't know ahh. I asked you something, keep on replying,
"tak tau lah dorg ! Susah ah hidop macam gini !! " Then up to you k..
Seriously, there's more word to be say, but, just don't have the feel to write.
but i swear, IM TRUELY DISAPPOINTED !

2009-11-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

hello ! thinks that, i really need to post something on my blog. Before it's totally dead.
just wish to express something here. and somehow worried about umairah yasir.
UMAIRAH YASIR, please cheer up ! i know what i wish is somehow difficult for you to
give, but that is what i really want . seriously. Cause the people names that i mention
that i wish them to come on my special day are a very special person to me. i guess.
I know because of this wishes your day was ruin down. But, what else can i say, IM SORRY !

Trying to be a attention seeker. Excuse me.

2009-09-15T21:39:00.007+08:00

Trying to be a attention seeker , EXCUSEEE ME pleasee(:
HELLO READER(s)!!
I'm back and so gonna gone soon.
Thought of uploading pictures. But don't know
what happened to my USB.
next time, MAYBE. lol.

Is superb difficult for me to take care
for more than one friends heart.(understand?)
seriously. If you never bother one side
another side will get seriously mad?
..... and they will start to annoy me as
annoying as they can. And is SUPERB annoying.
For those who "terase" good luck yer, sahabat.
LOL. whatever it is, if i never bother you
guys dont feel so irritated okay?
Sometimes, im not in a right mood okay DARLINGS?

so dont get me wrong. thank you pleaseee..
Currently, has not been online for some days as exam is
around the corner. less than a month.. GAHHHHSS.
For the first time i am so worried about
my maths, especially. Yerluhhh, nobody willingly to teach
me kan.(trying to be a attention seeker here,excuse me pleaseee)
.. Don't know when that teacher will
be teaching me? or something.
update me when you're FREE okay ?
Thank You & BYE. haha.
There's so many things inside my head now.
Alot of things to share BUT tooo many, till you cannot think.
seriously pleaseeeee...
Ouhyah, i just want to be who i am.
LOL. i sounds like someone's line. Seriously, i don't
feel like faking myself infront of everyone.
i just want to be who i am as i told earlier. If there's
people outside there, not pleasant with my
real attitude or whatever i guess
you dont mingle(correct?) with me okay.
cause i just can't change who ADILLAH SUHUDI
is really like. IRRITATING & NONSENSE
at ALL TIMES. so stay away.
i may scare your day.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
LAME-MO!
byebye! enjoy your HARI RAYA people.
let's count down together. in 5 days time. (:
5-4-3-2-1 KE~DE~BA~BOOOOMMM!!
MAMPOS! yey!

Credit to umairah yasir for this picture.

Okay kekawan, this is Fasha Sandha.
My favourite. I don't know why also. :)
Random-ness!

OMG!

2009-09-08T23:33:00.003+08:00

IMMA BIG BIG GIRL

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Reader(s) ask yourself this.

If a GIRL who really obsess with a girl,how?

this is not my first nor second time.

it is my third times, maybe.

okay, dont want to elaborate on this issue.

its so embarrassing. ask me personally.LOL.

~tralalala..

jump to next topic pleaseeeee...

I want mac spicy. as in NOW. pleaseeee..

but i no $$$. how? anyone want to

blanjar me? pleaseeee.. haha.

just now arnd 11p.m,asked my cousin follow me buy

mac spicy she give me 1001 excuses.

She dont want layan my nonsense already.

evil you,COUSIN. *fold arm*

Nobody want to layan me with my mac spicy.

HOW? anyone ? pleaseeeee.. **double sad face**

got nothing to post today. Actually, want to post

about a girl OBSESS with a girl.

but nahhhh. nehmne so embarrassing for HER.

heeeeeee......... im done!

btw, obsess-er i already have my wawan.

so maybe im not interested in you.

how hard you try, too bad im SOOO NOT gonna

layan that nonsense feeling.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... okay evil me!

I FOUND SOMETHING;

2009-09-07T22:49:00.006+08:00

IMMA FUTURE WIFEY!

I found something at my lappy . haha. LOL!

Reader(s) read this:

Maybe she is doing this because she felt pressurised. Don't rush her

or push her to the edge. She has the right to be with who she wants

to be. Just continue what you always do. Be there when she needs it.

True friends will always help each other in good & bad times. Time

will pass & we'll be able to see who are the ones who stand by you

or just there for the moment.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

Just remember that you have done YOUR BEST & there is no need

for you to prove to, except yourself. Let her gloat all she wants. The

higher YOU climb the ladder, the harder you will fall.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Instead of love, define them as a 'crush'. No matter what, you will

have the feelings of liking someone for a short period of time(cinta

monyet) Everyone goes thru this before,dear.

_____________________________

This words really helped me,people. LOL!

::IMMA SENSITIVER::

2009-09-04T22:27:00.004+08:00

Just leave me alone,pleaseeee(:

go focus on your N LEVEL, dear..! Don't bother bout me.

okay? after everything is settle then we can have fun together.

just bare with my attitude and your studies for awhile.

things will get better. Hopefully. (: pray hard okay,dear?

Find someone that can bother you for now.

i have nothing special. All i have is making people's

days worse. so stay away from me, PEOPLE!:)

I wonder why do you still have to bother me sedang kaan..

don't want to elaborate the feeling for now.

okay, you taking care!

READER(s) BYE BYE!

(find me, if you think you can irritate me. you're so welcome)

*flip hair*

IMMA LAME-MO!

2009-09-02T16:18:00.003+08:00

HELLO READERS(!)

Is feeling so damn hungry..! VERY HUNGRY!

Adillah Be strong!

ok lame-mo!

Just want to story-story about this PERSON.

okay person. If you do, read this post. i guess you're lucky, cause i will only

say once in my life time. haha. okay rubbish!

::A PERSON::

I know she always want to give her best for me.

unfortunately, i dont even treasure it.

I know that she really cares about me. and always want me, to be

someone that's worth in the future.

She don't really shows her care towards me

because why..? i don't know. it is still a mystery.

okay LAME-MO!

But whatever it is, i swear im happy to have you in my life.

You're one in the million peoples in my life that

i selute. hahaha. ah cheyy!!

maybe, I do, cause alot of trouble for you.

But that doesnt mean i will always give you trouble. yeah!

OK PERSON, who ever you thinks you are. Just keep this words in ur mind.

Cause there wil be no names allow in this post. huahuahua.

Okay, byebye!

LAME-MO adios!

2009-09-01T20:55:00.005+08:00

::IMMA PRINCESS::

HELLO!!

My phone today and the day after cannot be functioning.

so, pandai pandai lah you all contact me.(:

Today, meet Gee, Neol, SIFU and Fatin.

Together gather we lepak somewhere near my house.

Met them at 2 plus under one of the void deck.

Then, we sit sit. THEY NEVER PUASE. aiyooooo!

THEY, not me. i repeat THEY!

After which, nothing better to do. Kite play catching.

~tralalala. Thought of buke luar. But tak jadi.

They sent me till my block there, and they chiow go West Mall.

Like usual, break fast alone. -.-

Macam #$%^&*.

hehe.

UMAIRAH! i cannot go this 5 September ya. so

sorry ya. I is very lazy and i is no baju. (:

adillah tengah BROKE. haha.

(got nothing much to share)

AKU SAYANG SIFU! hehe.

Those were the days ;) one of my many favourite...

Teacher's Day

2009-08-31T15:18:00.010+08:00

HELLO PEOPLES!! haha.(:
i get irritated with the word 'lerr' that people always used.
LERRR! super LERR!! very LERRR! everybody say together,
LERR LERR LERR! OKAY shut up!

::Teacher's Day Story::

i didnt sleep last night, as my day was superb busy yesterday.

Felt so SEDIH, ANGRY,HAPPY and ILOVEIT.

In the early morning, i find myself someone useless as i thought... ah nevermind.

and seriously, im so damn SEDIH cause my results its done badly.

AHHHHH!! everything gone worse siaaa...~tralalala.

Then, the ACES day dance was like TOOTS. The hall superb small ah.

how to move around sia? DUMBBY! bencii ah.

After ACES dance, lesson as per normal. er. Macam merepek.

selanjut-nye, there was an art lesson for one period.

and a number of my classmate give ms nuraini flowers. Im so the jealous.

(but,choc pon jadi pe..hehe)

Go hall, for celebration. haha. FUN PART/HAPPY!

as Irni, Asyraf, Syafiqah, Nisha and Sabby sat together during that celebration.

We screamed like HELL YA. haha. esp, when

Mr. Micheal & Ms Nuraini

went up to the stage receive their don't know what lah.

HAHAHAHA! Thanks PEOPLES! to layan my nonsense!

ILOVEIT! and i answer one simple question.

(alahai.. close eyes also can answer)

hahaha. give me more diffucult one pleaseee. thank you!

~tralalalala.

MS NURAINI ITHNIN BUIH ME!

After school, Go L.P.S. ~tralalalala. my 3rd and last time going there.

Hmph! bencii ah. like superb boring ah. Ms Chuan was not there,also. haish.

okay people. Im sleepy.

byebye!

THANK YOU, SWISS/L.P.S TEACHERS.(:

I miss My Teacher(:

2009-08-28T21:57:00.007+08:00

HELLO PEOPLES! haha.
I'm back! ok fake. will be gone SOON!

Teacher's Day is somewhere here. So, meh meh. we dedicate this post to that teacher i miss.chey! awesome..thats so sweet!! Actually, she's around ah in school, just that we are not close like we used too. awww.. *cross fingers, hope she doesn't read this.* hehe. She is superb busy with her students. Hmph*fold arm*. okay teacher, whatever it is. YOU'RE THE BEST! haha. but kan, i'm abit sad cause FOR SURE i dont get to wish her happy teacher's day. hmmm.. for those who know which teacher i mean. then SHHHHHHHH!! Adillah want to have that table talk again. hehe. i want to share with you more story. pleasee. haha. can? okay lame! ~tralalalalala.. for those who really hate her, mind you, don't complain to me. cause she is not what you all thinks. okay? can? hate her lah if you want. OKAY? good!
so, keep your comment to yourself! esp, SABBY! haha.

Jump to the next topic pleaseee..
thanks to umairah. UMAIRAH, ADILLAH SUHUDI LOVE YOU! woooo:)
Umairah Yasir, that jacket smell is so the ahhhhhhhhh.. refreshing. i is like it!
~tralalalala. UMAIRAH! 9 OCT pleaseeee.. haha.

a IDOL that really disappoint me, habis!
thanks lah 'IDOL' for making me so damn sedih and also make me
like a fool. thanks alot. : i don't want to bother about you already. pleaseee.
Take care my friend-idol.. WHATEVER!! status: BUSY! haish.

going SERAWAK this 31 OCT. wooo:)
wants all my classmate to go. pleassseeeee... hehehe.
and and lahhhh.. ~tralalalala.

Okay, IM DONE HERE!
BYEBYE, PEOPLE.....~~~~~ Adillah Suhudi(:

P/s: My post, My Seluar Dalam. Don't sebok sebok.

2009-08-24T17:26:00.002+08:00

DO NOT ANYHOW TEGUR ME YOU, CHEE BYE!!
stop being too sensitive ah sia. FCUK!

HEY BITCH!

2009-08-18T20:41:00.002+08:00

will only post my blog if i think i need to.
current mood. SUPER DUPER SAD,ANGRY and IRRITATED!
GET IT? BITCH!! stupid!
first thing first, HELLO! ok lame.
TODAY!!! is TUESDAY!

PEOPLE,where I've gone wrong?
where? here? there? ok LAME.
seriously, time change or adillah who change?
i miss so the freaking much the old time lor.
i mean. my fav. days has gone to a day where i hate
the most. for instance,during my NCC times,school hours
and blablabla. why i keep on hearing things that i dont wish
to hear. and yah lor. for people who really cant stand my
smile and always have that harsh feelings when im having fun
might as well u GET THE HELL OFF. i dont entertain
small kids( bdk baru nak naik). =.=
HEY BITCH! HELL YA! for the first time im posting
my blog in a rude way. thanks to you BITCHS!
~tralalala.. LOL!

I saw nothing during the MT class. hehe. *winking*
Im not a horse you ass! hehe. teach me how to laugh, SABBY!
wooohooo! I LOVE YOU! hey kental umairah, YOU'RE SEXY!
GOod luck for ur PRELIM! *roll-eyes*

hey bitch! THIS POST IS FOR YOU BITCH!
(sape yg terase too bad la yer,klao utk bdk cine tuh
pandai pandai la dier hidop)

2009-07-29T14:50:00.002+08:00

ok. just feel like posting my blog today. *wink

just go straight to the point huh.
ITS SUPER true. i besar kan kakak 'real' i lebih dari you!
how? she need me more then you! i dont really into
relationship with you actually. thanks alot for the time.
im more into friendship with you and also your friends!
seriously! I HATE YOU! grrr.. stop comparing YOU and my kakak
can? she dont even noe you! and you dont knoe her! so dont
think you have known her for so long ayer.
There isnt any gaps between ME and HER! mind you!
im not totally with her ever seens im with you!
thats already good enough la hor. haiyah!
i shouldnt be into this kind of situation!get that?
what i mean was.. i shouldnt be in RELATIONSHIP with any guys la ha!
but i tresure the friendship! it is not de end of our relationship!
BYEBYE! haha! LOVE YOU,SIFU!!

2009-07-27T02:25:00.002+08:00

haish.. time check.. 2.25am
basically,now not in a right mood.
i guess umai. you been so sweet to me.
just sometimes feel so useless to be who i am.
you always give me what i wan. but what you wan
i will never give you. i owe you so many thng..
but why you still bother to layan me? dont you think that
im useless? umai there is nothing good bout me.
you deserve someone who really not like me.
UMAIRAH SOORRY!!! thanks umai! i noe sometimes its not fair for you.
ok.. adillah wont pandai pandai to sebok anymore.
seriously,IM SO TOUCH! THANKS!

2009-07-22T15:35:00.002+08:00

don't feel like posting actually! lol!
OK! tml got english test! k nonsense!
blablabla! OK?? understand? thank you!

STOP ALL YOUR CRAP!
today school was not so bad. planned not to
talk for one whole day. but i will always fail.
mission fail! basically,now im still very sad cause my
darlz is out from that anugerah!! ARGH! very sad.
cnnt control the emotion! chey!
i kena tegur from my classmate for making lots of noise!
*hmmmm.. so embarrassing! can you like talk to me nicer that you're
irritated by me. you doesnt need to tegur me like that! nehmne. i forgive u!
i everyone make mistake! everyone also irritating mahx!
is jux that jux now too boring thats why make alot of noise.
niwae,FYI! im really a talkative person! so mind you!
harap tolerate kids!

after school, go WEST MALL! no need elaborate what happened
before when off to WEST MALL! go west mall and buy some stuff
for th "KIDS 4 KIDS!" not a enjoying trip cause still have the sadness
mind in my head! sad rite? in my head right now, there are only two name
IRNI SYAFIQAH & NORA! haish! hope you people do well in ur life!
chey! ADILLAH IS A BIG FAN OF NORA BAHAROM! MIND YOU,KIDS! *blueck*

lastly,i promise i promise not to talk much anymore!
if i do, den i sorry ah! LOL! i confirm will tok and tok and tok!
so KIDS just bare with it!!

*that one day will never exist!*sigh*

2009-07-16T18:47:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL???!!! don't feel so shoik nowadays in school.
after that monday i didnt came to school.LOL! like seriously ah!
don't noe la eh what happened to sab. no longer talk much in class.
lol! i mean never talk nan adillah use to gossip
bout something but now never lo.
to that someone. haha! (sab,*wink) i will just stand by you
in whatever things people talk about you! i stand strong
with my own two feets without you knowing what really happen
to you. i try not to follow the flow cause of the friendship since
a long time. mind you,so many people have noticing your prangai.
and they keep on, letting it out to me. and yah lo. what to do kn!
maybe,what they say is true. and maybe is not.
see how long this thing can go on!
ok,dont mean any harsh. who dont like what the hell am i saying
then im sorry goodbye! chey merepek!!
and who understand what im trying to say good!
the moral of the story, we have good times together and have a bad times together!
seriously,they said "change before they really hate you!"
they say la. not me! i just dgr kan only mahx. donwun change then
ITS OKAY!

2009-07-13T12:54:00.002+08:00

wahhhhhhhhh.. sedih cannot go school!
zero sia energy! want to type also cannot.but confirm confirm
tml da baik. hopefully la kan! i dont want stay at home. later i miss
UMAIRAH how? haix. seriously. sick is so dam shit ah!

to umai! sorry tak leyh teman for your n lvl oral? i tot wan accompany you
sampai your n lvl oral start. abih. nehmne! sedih! sorry k?
nxt yr ah! re-take balik! haha! mepek!

today wake up at 10 la sia. like so early g2.
haix. now so boring! i wan go school!
My eyes sepet siot! heeeee... dont noe why.
OK! adillah want to sleep! my eyes cnnt open!
adillah want to say thank you to those who care bout my condition now!
you know who you are! as for sifu! I MERaJOK WITH YOU!

people,take care! take care people!get it?
last last, UMAI ALL THE BEST!

2009-07-11T22:29:00.002+08:00

haish.super dead blog!!
ok. first thing first..
sorry for not updating this blog.LOL!
blog on MC! RUBBISH!
life?semue cun sahaja!(sleeq)
got my SIFU! heeeee.. LOVE YOU!! WOHOOOO!k diam!

basically,i'm now fucking worried about my (dear)friend.
IRNI SYAFIQAH BTE SAHDAN! lol!
meanly,what happened to her?
ok. i noe BGR problem. personal! yeah!
but that doesnt mean you have to make your tears to blood?
understand what am i trying to say?
haix. seriously,i dont noe what are you up to lo. haix.
why dont want share share huh?
hmmmmmmmmm.. your problem my problem also mahx.

OK irni! whatever it is.. you still got ADILLAH la hor.(aiai)
*wink wink* want to share then share k? MUST BE HAPPY! right SIFU?*wink*

NUR UMAIRAH BTE YASIR!
WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! like finally gitu kan adillah post her blog.
pity you lo!*wink* actually huh,nothing to post bout you.
cause we everyday also fight everyday also sayang sayang!
you noe what i mean? one day you never start the fight tak sah oi!
*wink wink*

OK IM DONE POSTING! moral of the post is that, IRNI TAKE CARE! LOVE YOU!
UMAIRAH!! CONTINUE FIGHTING! *wink*
SIFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!! *heart* *heart*
and oh yah. i vote for HAFIZAH NASER AND NORA! lol!!
OK! im done!!(aiai) BYEBYE! ADILLAH IS SET TO GO! eheh!
Adillah is still smiling! sleeping can cure the pain in your heart! *wink*
NNOOOOOSENNNNSSSEEEE!

2009-06-12T23:26:00.002+08:00

first thing first!
I WANT MY SHADE!OMG!its so dam sexy ah!
hahaha! i want i want i want!SEXY SIOT!
umai! i gonna own that!HAHAHA!(crap)

ok,today got mural painting.started at 9 ends at 5.30.
very tired yet so fun! basically,in the morning yah true.
so dam boring. cause there wasn't any teacher accompanied us.
so we layan ourselve by playing with the paint. quite childish.
but okay la. and oh yah,in the morning was boring cause there
were a few student who doesnt co-operate with us.
haix. nevermind!den we talk talk.. play play.. paint paint.
mr erman,asked us to go lunch. come back at 2. and we were dismiss at
12. 2 hours break!den,msge ms nuraini if she wana go lunch with us?
for the first time oi,she followed! WHEEEEEEEEEE!i bought for her
drink.. WHEEEE! so sweet of you adillah! awwww... we wentto the nasi ayam
stall there. near my house. errrr...then she treat us nasi ayam! WHEEEEEE=D!
thank you! den blablabla..the moral of the story! she treat us! for the first/second
time(s)?i dunnoe. came back school. floorball girls left and all the things and paint were all over the place. and guess,what..we have tou clean up!haix!
blablabla. 4.15? both teachers came down to help out. and here's the fun began!
hmmph..i think i can get along with ms nuraini and now,im more open with her.
we talked much jux now.we did things together. and yah,evethough she keep on merajok with me.im always here to pujok her.k diam! 5.30? clean up. everything.
ok im done with today.the moral of the story is that..
IM HAPPY to get along with MS NURAINI!
on monday we will be having our LAST session mural painting!
if still cnnt finish,I DON't knoe! what to say!

THANKS!

2009-06-10T23:43:00.001+08:00

so fun yet so fun!
(talking crap)
so happy yet so happy!
(nonsense)
so funny yet so funny!
(MEREPEK!)

okokok,stop all the crap.
so happy yet so sad.
means..there's no meaning.
don't ask me why cause i lazy to explain.
STOP WITH ALL YOUR CRAP ADILLAH SUHUDI!

okokok,serious la hoorrhh..
today,10th JUNE 2009
woke up at 10p.m.. hahaha.
basically,i got mural painting la kan.
started at 10a.m and i woke up at 10.
reached school at 11.05a.m.. hmmm...
never kena scold. ok good! tmrw,maybe doing the same thing.
ok dowun,later have no time for LUNCH! torture me siot that teacher.
haish.. basically,came do some 'TO-FU' drawing.
CRAP! haiz...i stare at that paper from 11.10am to 1p.m.. i guess ah.
i keep on saying. "i'm thinking,i'm thinking' but i didnt think a single thing.
1 started doing cause i wan go for lunch yaw!if i never finish
the rest cnnot go for lunch. COOL huh.
so i brush up. 1.30 like that i finish! tar dah!
so fast! but yet,i did anyhow ah.
k la crap. den go lunch buy my MAC SPICY! whoooooess!
SEDAP oi. i repeat..SEDAP oi. den bring to school the food
sit at study corner. eat! then that security came and scold us.
blablabla.. den we heck care tthe security, he was talking by his own.
no one cares what the heck he saying!
then,blablabla. ms nuraini came down at 2.30? she said lunch for 15min.
k nehmne. den we start on our drawings at the wall.
our group:madina and adillah. ONLY! the rest all,floorball la
this la that la. CRAP! so we did it! and guess what! OUR SUX!
all thanks to ME! for making it SUX! but i dont care.
cause i had fun yaw! what is "peanut?"
i get tortured again for not telling my teacher
what is peanut that we are thinking about.
means the dirty side of peanut means.
den she merajok with me. she talk crap to me.
haha! she imagine stupid thing. she being so emo at the side of the wall.
CRAP! den respond to me stupid answer. haha! she took my PENCILS with my name
on it! and leave it everywhere! grrrr...!
nehmne..my blue pen was missing! all thanks to you! i had enough
entertaining you for onne whole day,cher!but fun ah!"peanut"
tmrw,still got mural painting. i guess,it wont be as fun as toda.
thats the reason why im sad. cause i will miss the fun!chey!merepek oi!
HOPEFULLY,the floorball peoples didnt come for tmrw. cause you noe why..
it is because we prefer doing it lesser people than more people. GET IT?
a small group of joker that teacher cannot tahan what about a big one.

2009-06-09T00:43:00.002+08:00

umai i got something for you! hahah!hope you like it!
I LOVE YOU UMAIRAH YASIR! im the top fans of yours! WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!
hate it like it?! wadeva!

2009-06-05T17:23:00.002+08:00

dead blog.. dead blog!
sorry for not updating this dead blog..
well,IM SO BUSYY people!

basically,life is getting much better..
im trying my best to manage my anger dude!
heheheh! and i finally noe how to use that facebook.
now,im addicted to it! ok good! 24hrs staring at that facebook..
for now,i only have 86 friends.. im catching up..
UMAI! you wait ah! 100+ nothing ahh! peanut only!heee!

ok,TODAY-5th JUNE 2009
heee..the day we should remember..
cause umai treat me MAC SPICY! WHEEEEEEEEEE!THANKS!
today,went to school.. do some mural painting meeting..
ok ahh.. quite BORING! cause i have no wan to hang out with! LAWLS!
im all alone but i got my classmate ahh..tat always punch me! grrr..
WATCH OUT BELLE! okkkiess... i was group with with fran,madina and kathy!
fran and kathy are so childish! grrr... their mind are not a matured mind.
seriously,sorry ahh! they keep on drawing the DOMO cartoon?CRAP! ishhh!
ala,nehmne ahh..dont get too irritated by that small matter.
mr erman gave us how many min of break. its not even a break siot!heees..
den..we end the session at 12.30. den i were told to go to the staff room to discuss bout the NT N-LEVEL! thing tat kind! haishh!
and guess what..this is what MS NURAINI ITHNIN said.. if you guys cnnt appreaciate me den change teacher ah.. beta rite?she keep repeating the same thing..
den you guys dont appreaciate it! WAAAHHH! inside my heart.. olrdy sad siot.
feel like whacking my classmate ass siot! eh classmate,please ahh! i need your co-operation siot.. seriously ah,tat mr erman is not a good teacher he is so fiecre.
TRUST ME! ahh.. im so sad bby! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR... PUH-LEASE!!!

UMAI oh UMAI!
ok,just now go MAC DONALD with UMAIRAH YASIR! she gave me a treat.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE but then eh..she was so irritating.. keep on whacking me..
SAKIT OI! got one time,she want whack but than she MISS IT! kwang.kwang..kwang.
den my hand got MINYAK. she whipped for me.. HOW SWEET!
actuall,umai is a nice and sweet GIRL! heee.. she just now end the DNT class at 11.30 tat was my break time. den she waited for me till 12.30. HOW SWEET can life b when she is around!AWWWWWWWWWWWWW!now,she is helping me chnging my blogskin.. she ask me if this blogskin nice or not.. but den i never check so i justt say. LAWA SIOT!
sorry umai! busy blogging..! *WHAT SUNSET bligskin?HUH?LAWLS!

ok im done posting,
OH YAH! I got back my journal! WHEEEEEEEEE!
THANKS TO "SHE"!heee..

2009-05-25T15:02:00.003+08:00

school was OKAY la kann...
ohhh yahh...today I ABIT late.. hehhekkss..
got temperature taking..=.= lame sia..i didnt even
take out my thermometer ah..OKAY,just now im late..I REPEAT!
and there was like 4 people late also..and i stand outside my class
second before the rest come..annd then the rest get to go in first before me..
WE have to greet that both teachers and apologised why we were late..and blabla..
and i keep failing cause i dont noe why..im abit scared and shy tat time..
not my fault!dont blame me,blame my feelings!hehekss..ok shut up!=D
first lesson-english...ms povan never come to ouur class..
because the first two period is meant for our dear formm teacher to check
our marks/results...den before our form teacher come to class..
4-5 joker go buy drink!but i never cause..im so innocent!=D
E.T-i didnt ran for my E.T lesson cause i don't feel like running..
so,i gave a letter..=D..i escape!k shut up!but it was so boriing sit down there.
recess- i ate NASi for $2.50..grrr...im so sick of that food!:@:@can you change the menu!haishhh!eat the same thing all over again..grrrrrrrrrrr...
english-watched the PASS AWAY eh?don't noe ahh.. feeling sia! ok ahh..
some parts best ahh..somme part wan to fall asleep!ZZzzz..
science-ms hafiza took one period from our science teacher..
after that one period ends. our science teacher came in and we watched i dunnoe what ahh..hehehe..dont blame me..blame my eyes.
maths-countinue watching the mars eh?haha..the babies so cute!
k den..the lesson that i've been waiting for..
ART!hehhe...i don't noe why..im so dam freakingg close to sab jut now..
from the start of the class till the end..adillah and sab laugh and laugh..
hehhe..and i find myself very annoying!im sorry!
we were told to do comic drawing?about sport.. i swear i have no idea.
EXAM over deyh!we need relex our mind!understand?! hehehe...
and i keep vandalized the table and i have to erase it agaain and again..
but the adillah something that wan not i draw sia.:( then syaf wanna scold me.
haishhh...nevermind..so far i think i had fun only at ART class.. cause.. i got a great laugh there with sab!hehhee...sab is so cruel keep on disturbing me!
den,assembly.. at AVA 2..wah lame ahh.. I DONt CARE ahh..what crap they toking about..i wan sleep sia..grrrrrrrrrr....irritating talks!
after school,i wan go mc donald buy mac spicy..but then..
sab ah..BUIH! ahaha..sab again..
now, im so sad..cause i wan mac spicy people!
haishh...finally i reveal my secret to syaf..and i also dont expect i told syaf.
yes syaf, me and wan start contacting since 040209..i dont wan tell you cause, nothing to tell also.. we're just friend..

umai oh umai
i wan eat mac spicy sei..den you dont wan accoompany..
how sad can a life b w/o you accompany me?
umai..umai..umai..i wan i wan i wan..

tmrw NCC..they change to half P.T..
crap!anyone wan to accompany me sit at NCC room? feel free
to come hor..IM SO DAM DONE!
btw,she still owe me my journal.. it have been 1month and 11days people! eh?
i remembered!=D=D=D shut up! dont wan tok with you olrdy!
i merajok you noe!k im so dam done!BYEBYE!
take care umai ameera hafni syaf and myself!=D=D
and oh yah,ii dont noe why ameera never come school.
hopefully she's olrite!